How did i end up getting 20 pages of hw? and 4 thick packets?
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Hi...ugh..i need a new layout..mines too..simple..dont u think? anyways..today i went to go get some stuff at the bookstore, talked to nicole the whole day, yes..the whole day.she text messaged me around 1:30 and we didnt stop talking till like 6:15..xD and..she had just left my house that morning.[while i was sleeping] Me and nicole are both gonna get a new email address..cuz..we hate the ones we have now..hers is still ok..but mine..ugh..EVERYONE always jokes around about my email..its so annoying..and im planning on just getting a new xanga..i need a fresh start..lol..but..i'll make sure to leave a blog entry with my new xanga..if i get one..i didnt get to go to the anime convention cuz..my mom got really mad at me the day before..so i had to go to my old schools festival with her..but she let nicole come too...we ate alot there..mostly cuz we were bored. And amanda and nicole attaked some poor innocent fish =( still havent found my game...saw the new naruto game in the magazine..i want it so badly now >.< itunes still dosnt work..*sigh* but my dad wants to fix our other computer..and that one might work..=]
Ok.wow, where to start? Um...i missed some days of school and omg! everyones all like wow vivi, we thought u were dead..2 days and they think im dead?? that just shows how much they dont understand me.I can miss a whole month and come up with a lame excuse like.'i had a cold' oh..and to make matters worse..i went late today to school..yea..like 3 hours late.I dont remember telling them why..i just said i had been sick..and she..freaked! omg..it was sooo stupid! she was all like
Teacher:'Vivian, everytime ur late or absent u give me a different excuse" Me:"...." inner vivi: well duh! i cant give u the same excuse everyday! r u stupid or what?!? Teacher:"so?? i want a reason! not an excuse! a reason!!! Me:"...." inner vivi: SAME THING U STUPID BITCH!! Student:"umm..isnt that the same thing? and ur supposed to give them an excuse- Teacher:"YOU! Be quiet!...vivi..take a seat. write [umm..some chapter from the bible] Me:"...-grin-" inner vivi:FINALLY! SHES FINALLY LEAVING ME ALONE.
I finished the god damn thing..but not before she made cheznay cry, took her phone away, yelled at us, and lectured us about some stupid crap [i wasnt listening]
Damn i hate her, i hate the all the teacher!NO! I HATE THE WHOLE DAMN SCHOOL!!>=O I wish nicole were there..she suffers at school too..[she goes to school with a bunch of posers and retards..god..their stupid] It would be sooo much better if i would suffer with her rather than alone.*sigh* too bad she cant afford to go with me.. Im not going to the anime convention. Too many problems. Oh, i have the money. A ride. but..nicole cant go..and it wont be the same. Sooo..i might go to my old elementary schools festival.[umm..my..third(?) elementary school..] In school we talked about scary movies, scary crap thats happened to us, and..um..funny stuff(?) I would tell u more..but there is just sooo much drama at school..its stupid.
OH! and..yesterday my mom got me the sims 2 pets..it awesome..BUT..i lost it..either that or the computer ate it..it like..on this thingy on the computer..where u can store disks..and..i have ALL my sims games there.Bad idea..it got stuck and i only managed to take out 12 disks..=( life is cruel..so now i cant play the game..DAMN!
I swear! ever since..umm about like...a week before my birthday.. i have had bad luck..not only me..but my whole family! but mostly me..i stopped caring what ppl think of me now.i fail to listen to what ppl try to tell me. i have only one friend.Nicole.and its the same thing with her.We feed off daydreaming. that is..like the only thing that has kept us from going insane [if that hasnt happened yet]
sooo..ive decided to make a journal.yes..a journal with all my personal thoughts and feelings..for my eyes only. and aside from that..im making this little journal like thing with nicole 2 journals..so we can speak to eachother..i will write it black and she will write in orange.the colors that represent us. while i have one journal she will have the other..and we will both write in both journals..while i read whats shes written..i will keep writing so she wont miss out on anything [no that theres much to miss...] so yea..it will be never ending..i might have to get more..just in case..me and nicole have a bad habit of writing alot..LIKE NOW! OMG! i probably killed everyone with how boring this is..i am very sorry..[actually im not..it feels good to write all of this down] no1 will probably read this..so w/e...
i havent told anyone this..buuuuuuutttt...im wondering about religion..im like..lost, confused..what if..god is just..some other god..not exactly the only god..and we were just unlucky to have him as our god..maybe there are other gods! and our is just powerful and selfish..cuz..basicaly he wants us to love him and worship him..or we go to hell..i dont want a god like that..=( and i read in the bible that worrying is a sin..WTF?!!? seriously..the only reason someone worries about something is because they care about it! but..thats just me..one person..my mom said there are other religions that think the way i do..weird.. I dont even undertand me..anyways..i should go..my dad is outside telling to go to sleep already..why the fuck does he care?!?!ARG! sometimes i really hate my family..but i still love them..deep deep deep down in my heart..[very deep] they should be grateful, for i am losing all ability to care for others..*sigh* goodnight..^_^
New layout! I decided it was time for a change =] I actually decided that like, 3 weeks ago xD but was too lazy to make a new one. Busy like always, with school and all.Ugh.Havent even had time to watch some anime.And when i do, im bothered every 2 mins.Seriously, im starting to hate the sound of people knocking on my door.I always have my phone on silent now [everyday i have a bunch of missed calls xD] and i have my messengers on away for a while. yepp...My itunes still wont work D: its hell for me!And my dad wont fix it cuz its not 'important enough' Damian is even more annoying now [if thats pissible] i just cant stand it.right now as we speak hes attacking me from another chair! [he wants me chocolate]oh..all that hard work in school payed off! I got straight A's! yay me
How did i end up getting 20 pages of hw? and 4 thick packets?
Hi...ugh..i need a new layout..mines too..simple..dont u think? anyways..today i went to go get some stuff at the bookstore, talked to nicole the whole day, yes..the whole day.she text messaged me around 1:30 and we didnt stop talking till like 6:15..xD and..she had just left my house that morning.[while i was sleeping] Me and nicole are both gonna get a new email address..cuz..we hate the ones we have now..hers is still ok..but mine..ugh..EVERYONE always jokes around about my email..its so annoying..and im planning on just getting a new xanga..i need a fresh start..lol..but..i'll make sure to leave a blog entry with my new xanga..if i get one..i didnt get to go to the anime convention cuz..my mom got really mad at me the day before..so i had to go to my old schools festival with her..but she let nicole come too...we ate alot there..mostly cuz we were bored. And amanda and nicole attaked some poor innocent fish =( still havent found my game...saw the new naruto game in the magazine..i want it so badly now >.< itunes still dosnt work..*sigh* but my dad wants to fix our other computer..and that one might work..=]
Ok.wow, where to start? Um...i missed some days of school and omg! everyones all like wow vivi, we thought u were dead..2 days and they think im dead?? that just shows how much they dont understand me.I can miss a whole month and come up with a lame excuse like.'i had a cold' oh..and to make matters worse..i went late today to school..yea..like 3 hours late.I dont remember telling them why..i just said i had been sick..and she..freaked! omg..it was sooo stupid! she was all like 
New layout! I decided it was time for a change =] I actually decided that like, 3 weeks ago xD but was too lazy to make a new one. Busy like always, with school and all.Ugh.Havent even had time to watch some anime.And when i do, im bothered every 2 mins.Seriously, im starting to hate the sound of people knocking on my door.I always have my phone on silent now [everyday i have a bunch of missed calls xD] and i have my messengers on away for a while. yepp...My itunes still wont work D: its hell for me!And my dad wont fix it cuz its not 'important enough' 
Damian is even more annoying now [if thats pissible] i just cant stand it.right now as we speak hes attacking me from another chair! 
[he wants me chocolate]oh..all that hard work in school payed off! I got straight A's! yay me
